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Wednesday, September 20th, 2006

Subject:dear livejournal
Time:7:45 pm.
i'm sorry that i've neglected you. its just xanga promises such a wider audience =(

i promise i'll come back to you.

WAIT FOR ME !

finale
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Monday, August 21st, 2006

Time:1:01 am.
play it, hold it, or fold it ?

poker terms. bear with me

play it - play the hand RIGHT NOW. you have the BEST chance of winning at this moment, and holding it will make this hand NULL and VOID, while folding it will make you lose ANY chance of winning at all

hold it - play the hand LATER. you have an awesome hand, but you need more cards to be flipped to secure the hand. This is best to trap other players into playing their somewhat decent hands and to make your power hand, a much more powerful hand.

fold it - you've lost already. better to count the losses NOW and lose as few chips as possible. just give it up

finale
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Friday, June 16th, 2006

Subject:graduation
Time:11:44 pm.
i'm graduating tomorrow, and its a lot of strange feelings all jumbled into one

i'm not necessarily sad or bitter or nervous or anything about tomorrow. just, whateverz really.

but i'm guessing that'll change after i walk, get my diploma, and say goodbye to a lot of the people down here.

that's another thing. i don't think i've really said my goodbyes, since i don't feel like i'm really leaving. so many people, our goodbyes are nothing unusual than before. its the same old, "bye guys" "later kids" "i'll see you later children" kind of deals. its not the tearful, "i'm going to miss you" goodbyes that i imagined people would be doing. but maybe that will happen tomorrow. you never know

i really am going to miss a lot of you kids. a lot more than you'll probably ever know. even if i don't show it very much, i really am sad.

yes even for you, BMSKG

finale
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Saturday, June 10th, 2006

Subject:memories
Time:3:41 pm.
Leave Your name and....
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a color that associates with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.

Katherine Ko, freshmen @ UCSD/Living Hope

1. Pon and Zi. interesting
2. Love your friends. and let them love you back
3. Pink. your weapon of choice against me.
4. I like that you've changed and grown a lot since the beginning of this year. i hope it continues.
5. I remember you from CCM Luau, when you had a bandaid under your eye, looking like nelly. and how you came up to me after the Luau to tell me your interesting fact. i just remember thinking all night "man this girl doesn't like me or something" until you came up to me afterwards and told me. then i thought "aw that's cute =P"
6. a bunny. don't ask.
7. So who is it ?

Eunice Joo, freshmen @ UCSD/Harbor

1. i'm confused about your eyes
2. Since you know how it feels to be on the outside, love those people
3. yellow. always so cheery, its eerie
4. I don't think i've ever seen an emotion besides smiles and giggles from you. amazing
5. i remember you from BEFORE mammoth, but i never knew what your name was since you always left after CCM. I always remember thinking "i'm going to say hi to that girl and make sure she stays afterwards" but somehow, either i lost you or you just ran away too fast. but i remember you from mammoth, when i was trying to figure out who you, hatty, and ellis were. cuz you were one of the 3 people that i had no idea who you were. and then the fun began.
6. a chipmunk. again, don't ask
7. why Kevin ? HAHA

Benjamin Lee, sophmore @ UCSD/Lighthouse

1. i still think jiggly owns
2. Be a man. take responsibility, be a leader, and learn to keep your head up.
3. pink. you always wear pink. WHY ! ? !
4. i know that you have a good heart for others. i just hope that you'll be able to keep your pride in check so that your heart can reach out to others !
5. I remember hearing about you, when people were talking about the new freshmen. they said they were wondering if you were christian, and you said "man, I BELIEVE I BELIEVE !" i thought it was hilarious. i wish i was there.
6. a skinny bird. you need to gain some weight
7. so what's her name ? ~_* =P

Annie Choi, sophmore @ UCSD/Harbor

1. I almost forgot your last name, because i think of you as annie smilez/hugz so much =P
2. Give all that you can to Harbor/CCM because i know you do oh so much for people. just continue to be an encouragement to people, like you were to me !
3. red. only because for some reason, i think of you and a red flower in your hair. like hawaiian style.
4. You are real, and i can see the hurts that you go through. but you still go out and be "annie smilez". i love it.
5. I can't really remember the FIRST memory of you... but i'll always remember that you always call me CSO, even now. i'll just remember that you are oh so gangsta with a smile.
6. a mother hen. i can see you being like a mother hen to the future younger classmen.
7. when are you coming back from france ?

Bach Nguyen, junior @ UCSD/Lighthouse

1. You are a freaking fat boy
2. Try to be more of a freaking man. Men don't run away from spiders and cockroaches. Just think, What would Jack Bauer do ?
3. Pink. you always have designs that have pink in them. WHY ! ? !
4. Somehow, in some way, you have maintained that "stupid behavior" that i call awesomeness, others might see as "stupid boys doing stupid things" like wrestling, pulling out nose hairs, and beating each other senseless. i'm happy to see that kind of humor not going away from CCM.
5. I remember that i met you along with Alys on that one ccm meeting where we had food outside. i'm thinking it was a gospel night, because that's the only time we usually have food outside. I remember we had a bet that i somehow lost, where i couldn't defend myself from you tickling me. for a whole week or something. it was embarassing. i should have crushed you back then, while you were small. now, i actually have to work a sweat to crush you.
6. manatee. you're freaking fat.
7. Are you really THAT afraid of insects ?

Hannah Michelle Park, sophmore @ UCSD/JCC

1. CSI. summer. who are you ?
2. try being a woman of God, not that you're not right now. but i see you as the perfect person that somehow shatters what normal people think of christian women, especially in CCM. i like it. keep trying !
3. green. and not like a subtle green, but a bright green that stands out. even though you might seem shy, you stand out still.
4. You are so open with others and you don't try to hide yourself from others, fearing judgement. i know you work oh so hard and get a lot of crap from everywhere, but you always somehow laugh it off. i like that.
5. i remember meeting you at ccm meetings at the end of the year, but really met you when you came to play volleyball during the summer. i didn't really play, cuz i wasn't into volleyball, but you came with someone else from JCC and played with them. and then you kept showing up at my apartment to watch CSI. freaking girl.
6. a mouse. but a very colorful, visible, mouse. i'm thinking dyed hot pink or something.
7. Why Steven ? ! ? =P

Cesar Vigil-Ruiz, should be @ UCSD/Lighthouse, junior status
1. like annie, i almost forgot your last name because i just call you "cesar" or "stupid boy" or "that mexican guy in our ministry" =P
2. come back to UCSD ! NOW ! CCM wants you BACK !
3. red. because you're like my salsa. SPICY !
4. i like how you're so grounded in the word. every time i check my xanga subscriptions, i can always count on a full-blown sermon being posted by you from all kinds of speakers. its awesome. and because you're freaking hot.
5. I can't remember exactly when i first met you, but i do remember that you were our first mexican to walk through our doors. i think i visited you a few times, but there isn't a CLEAR memory of you back then. i just remember that you always order carne asada burrito, straight up. no vegetables, no beans, no NOTHING. just meat. tortilla. salsa. mmmm
6. hedgehog. you're so freaking prickly since you grow hair so fast.
7. When are you coming back ! ? !

Kevin Han, junior @ UCSD/JCC
1. Pan. Yeah.
2. even though you have a gf now, i want you to dedicate as MUCH time away from her as possible, without wrecking the relationship. i want you to be able to connect with the new freshmen, take care of the rest of ccm, and still have a relationship somehow. mike kim did it with jenn, you can do it with eunice.
3. sky blue. because you remind me of a little kid. and i think little kids like sky blue.
4. I like how you've actually grown a lot since freshmen year. no longer a freaking shek that acts up but actually does things in the ministry. i can see that you're going to be a big man in CCM, so i hope that you won't let eunice monopolize your time ! use the memories of CCM to make it better !
5. My first memories of you was meeting you, ryan chan, and michael chung i think. it was the "covenant crew" or whatever. I remember thinking "we need to split these boys up because they'll never make friends if they just hang out with each other". i think we did a good job of that right ? and korean class. oh the fun of korean.
6. a weasel. you lie so much, you lying weasel.
7. so what's your sister's name again ? =P

Angela Lee, junior @ UCSD/Harbor
1. delilah, jezebel, proverbs woman.
2. Go and take care of those kids, like you said you would. you're going to be the next "mother", whether you like it or not. it just comes with the role of being part of praise band =P
3. bright red. like the bright red lipstick that those movie stars wear. i say this because of the list. gross
4. I like that you're different from what most girls SEEM to be, but deep down, you really are a girl at heart. especially when you keep talking about wanting babies and stuff like that. you should be an interesting mom...
5. i can't remember too much except when we were on inreach team. that's when i REALLY knew who you were. i found out that you were someone that was still going to KCCC small groups and debating between CCM and KCCC. i'm glad you made the right choice. =) and you're still weird.
6. pig. only because you keep oinking and saying you're fat, even though you really aren't.
7. so when are you going to stop pretending and just admit that you want me ? =P

Grace Mao Wu, freshmen @ UCSD/Lighthouse
1. banquet date forever. next year too ! and the year after that... and then your senior year.
2. try NOT asking too many questions and just listen, with little interjection and questions as possible.
3. bright orange. like NEON orange. like the orange that makes you blind just by looking at the reflection of it off a white piece of paper. like that jacket of yours. amazingly weird.
4. I like that you ARE unique and don't try to fit in too much, yet still have that fundamental, solid background of yours. as much as i hate to admit it, i do kind of like you questioning a lot. but not AS much as you usually do.
5. I remember HEARING about you from Ed, when i beat him up for claiming that he was taking a "Grace" to church, making me believe that he was talking about my cousin, Grace, which incited an anger inside me to think that Ed was trying to move onto my cousin. The next day, i happen to meet you and realize, that he really WAS taking a Grace. a Grace Mao Wu. and then we went to jack in the box where we talked. the end
6. a platypus. just because its so weird, unique, and strange, that it had to be you.
7. so do you ever stop asking questions ?

Patricia Yoon, freshmen @ UCSD/Hope
1. Bonquisha. no boyfriends. brother could kill me. in 10 different ways. with his shoe
2. Find more upperclassmen to miss. besides me. however flattering it is, you should get to know the rest of CCM's upperclassmen. =)
3. pastel colors. you seem like a very delicate person, so girly and stuff. even if you are taller than most. just as much a yohja.
4. i like that you're honest and blunt, although others might take it badly, i know you mean no harm. and you're pretty darn girly.
5. I remember i kept meeting you and sandra together, and that you told me your name was "bonquisha", since i kept forgetting your name. that helped it stick for sure. but then you never truly came out until spring quarter to Fresh. after that... its history
6. cat. you seem so proper and girly that you're a princess cat.
7. will you really miss me that much ? =P

Paul Molina, sophmore @ UCSD/Lighthouse
1. you and your apt. what the freak is up with those videos ? ! ?
2. be more bold and get to know more people. i know you're a bit shy but i want to see you making people out there feel welcome at Lighthouse/CCM !
3. gray. because it seems like in your videos, you're the guy who just sits back and absorbs all the action. so you're gray, like the wall. or maybe white like a wall. or red, depending on what kind of wall is around. or maybe even black. or ...
4. you're nice. and polite. although a bit timid. and i hear about you a lot from your roommates. they must like you a lot.
5. i always remember walking into your apt, and not thinking that anyone else is home, only to find you on your bed, chatting on your computer that's on your desk, making it look like your room is empty. now i know to always check that corner to see if you're there.
6. an owl. just because you keep watching, and watching, and watching
7. is it true that you have your OWN apartment down here ?

Diane Cho, sophmore @ UCSD/Living Hope
1. quit falling asleep on me.
2. don't fall asleep on me again. JUST KIDDING. take care of the freshmen next year like you did this year. i'm sure the girls liked the sleepovers
3. a funky green. just because you're a little odd like that. and it has to be funky, not bright green or puke green, but funky.
4. i like that you're Diane. Cho. quirky, random, aloof, diane cho. you might be a little strange to others, but i like it. you've got a good heart under there.
5. I remember hearing about you as "Angie's sister" and only saw you randomly at church with your sister. i never got to meet you until... some CCM event that i can't remember. I do remember that Bean always said he liked you just because you were in your own little world, and we're all just part of it.
6. a dianasaur. HAHAHHAHAHHA
7. so when ?

Tim Hong, senior @ UCSD/Chinese Evangalical Church
1. you're hot stuff, you sexy man you.
2. not to be as hot as you are ? just kidding. try and find yourself a wife. kind of kidding. you are only the most hottest, holiest, and most available CEC guy there =P seriously though, just stay yourself. i'd say be a man, but you already are one you sexy beast. STAY TRUE !
3. black. just because i remember those days when the fires @ UCSD happened, and you played basketball outside. and was spitting out soot. that was hot.
4. Besides your ripped body complete with a stunning good looks ? i guess it would have to be the solid foundation you put yourself on. I remember time after time that you always go back to God in everything that we did. and you're just hot.
5. I remember the time that i realized that you weren't korean. it was such a shock to me, i didn't know what to say. all this time @ CEC, i could have sworn you were korean, and not chinese. OH THE DECEPTION !
6. a bear. a bear that lost a lot of weight but can still kill you. and one that constantly shaves its head.
7. Do you still love me honey ?

Moon Choi, freshmen @ UCSD/Lighthouse
1. grossest set of nail polish EVER.
2. don't hit me so much ? just kidding. make sure you balance your studies with fellowship ! i don't want to come back next year and hear that you've become a hermit at Geisel all this time. the next year freshmen need to know about you too !
3. puke green. apparantly, that's your favorite nail polish color for your toes. grossness.
4. as much as i hate to admit it, the love that you have for the other girls in your class. it warms my heart to see you guys having fun together. although its a little excessive at times. a lot of times.
5. that night when you came over with Grace mao wu to play after flocks, and we ended up playing scrabble, where i pulled out my first ever bingo against you kids. you were an interesting child back then. then i realized, i was all wrong. you're not interesting at all. you're just brutal.
6. a sloth. i hear that you sleep a lot. like A LOT.
7. could you just call me oppa once ?

Selena Han, freshmen @ UCSD/Hope
1. yes you can call me oppa XD
2. Love your church. i know it can be hard, but i hope you realize that you have so much potential to love others there. i'm sure there are/will be plenty of kids that go through that will feel the same way you did. MAKE SURE THAT DOESN'T HAPPEN ! especially @ CCM =P
3. red. strawberries are red right ? unless they're rotten, then they become all mushy and either moldy or black. very yummy.
4. i like how you sound oh so innocent, but are really vicious when you look past that. i'm guessing that you're alter ego must be a gangsta, considering how you free-style and own me online. so innocent, but deadly
5. I'll always remember how @ Cotiex's, you asked me if you could call me oppa after just meeting me for the first time. even though i said no back then, YOU CAN CALL ME THAT NOW ! =)
6. after what you told me what hemi said your voice sounds like, i can only imagine that whale. a small whale. very hilarious.
7. how do you come up with those insults online ? its amazing

David Chang, freshmen @ UCSD/Lighthouse
1. cheer up emo kid
2. try not to be so quiet ? not exactly the emoness but just come out of your shell ! i can see you have good potential in CCM and i want to see you use it !
3. black. just because i hear about emo you were. and that emo hair. THAT WAS AWESOME
4. i like you're attitude towards punishment and your girls. that night when you took that punishment for grace mao wu, even though she went down a notch in my book, you took her point and added it to your score. you are cool in my book. we need more guys like you, that can take punishment and take one for the girls.
5. hmmmm... i can't exactly remember meeting you, except for that night where you drank the oyster juice. but i remember not knowing who you really were until that night. you sealed your impression completely on that night
6. turtle. a sad looking turtle. not a BAD looking turtle, but a turtle that just looks sad all the time. but not really sad.
7. can you teach me to do your hair like that ?

Boram Lee, freshmen @ UCSD/Harbor
1. I AM SO BORAM ! BOREDOM ! BORAM ! hahaha =P
2. don't kill yourself over studying next year and take care of those kids next year. i can see you as a good person to take care of the girls/guys next year. don't let them miss you just cuz you're at geisel 24/7 !
3. hot pink. just because of that shirt you made david ahn wear to match your dress. that was killer
4. i like your chakheness (niceness ? did spell that right) and that you're so innocent and stuff. although recently, i've seen that you are worthy of being a terror through your korean X0
5. mmm i don't remember meeting you exactly in the beginning, but a favorite memory of mine was when i took you out to go shopping at walmart, mainly because of the reaction i got from your small group leader, juim. she got SOOOOOOO defensive when she found out i was taking you to walmart. asking so many questions "why her, why not someone else, are you trying to get with her, you better not do anything" =P
6. a bird. i can't figure out why
7. can you teach me korean ?

Jonathon Pak, freshmen @ UCSD/Hope
1. you are not me. GOT IT !
2. go and be yourself. not me, david ahn, or whatever guys that you like to imitate, but YOURSELF ! be jon pak !
3. gray. just because i can't think of a color that really suits you
4. i like that you acknowledge the older guys with respect, although i think you take it too far sometimes.
5. i don't have an exact impression of meeting you for the first time, but apparantly you did ! i just remember that you were the one that always seemed to like it a lot more than the other guys
6. a bear. just cuz you're big. and i hear that you're a softie. so you're a big teddy bear
7. so can you stop playing starcraft ?

Ed Yip, junior @ UCSD/Lighthouse
1. you are not the funniest guy in ccm. believe me, you're not
2. learn to balance the funny and serious side of you. i know most people don't believe that you can be serious and have real moments of fellowship where it doesn't involve laughter, but you're going to have to learn to do both, considering you're freaking praise leader. praise is a time of WORSHIP, not freaking stand-up comedy, got it ?
3. brown and white. i'm reminded of that awful fur coat that you wore to banquet last year. disgusting
4. i like that somehow, someway, you make bland lines into the greatest punch lines ever.
5. i certainly remember the first time i met you. you were wearing your huge zipper jacket and carrying around your huge zipper backpack like you were some kind of stud. it was the ccm when my small group did our presentation, and afterwards, you came up laughing to me and said "you're the guy with the tight white shirt !" i regret that moment of your entry into CCM since
6. a turtle. because of your stupid move. i will destroy it. I WILL
7. so when ?

Janice Cha, freshmen @ UCSD/Harbor
1. i still remember when you said "but you eat with everyone though !" =(
2. stand out from the crowd at CCM. don't let your other loud and flashy freshmen class prevent you from being you !
3. black streaked with brown. cuz i remember, your hair is always dyed like that. or is it brown, streaked with black ?
4. i like you for your honest lines that hurt me so =P but i know you mean the best
5. i can't exactly remember meeting you for the first time, but i do remember that for some STUPID reason, i always confused your names with jane/janet and kept calling the other the wrong names =P
6. a hibernating bear. i remember i keep calling you at random times, and find you sleeping. A LOT
7. so who is it ?
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Friday, June 9th, 2006

Subject:Hello world
Time:1:56 am.
My first real entry, that I didn't delete from before

This will now chronicle my days away from CCM and college.

this is for GMW

* * * * * end of transmission * * * * *

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Sunday, February 20th, 2005

Subject:good day
Time:3:09 am.
hi.
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